Posted June 10th, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Walking
For some reason a couple of people gave kudos for the message below, so maybe it will help someone else.
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Shalom ______,
Speaking of power, through out your life, as you look back have you ever noticed at times how you may have been “forced” into situations, that perhaps you wouldn’t have chosen at first? A sequence of unforeseen events which ultimately resulted in what could be perceived as harm coming your way, or perhaps you even being forced to “do evil”. Sometimes a more personal example, if you are willing, could help in preventing the group and yourself from reaching the “milk” frustration threshold. Perhaps there are events that repeatedly got louder and louder, but were of the same basic type?
I liked your Hitler example because it is one that I have struggled with for some time and I think it represents a good case study for attempting to understand some of the paradoxes of what is often termed higher thought.
If I perceive from just the perspective of raw numbers – utilitarian, just the perspective of the world we live in – then I could safely say, that absolutely would I take every chance I could to take out Hitler if I knew it would spare the lives of millions. Yet, we both know there is something bigger going on here. He was probably raised up for a purpose, not much different than ol’ Pharaoh of Exodus fame, no?
From another vantage point, those millions are probably going to have to receive their karma somehow or another. So in determining what is good vs. evil, do you see how even attempting to prevent those millions of souls from receiving their karma, could in fact, be evil or perhaps not evil, but incorrect action from a higher perspective? Is this what Paul may have meant when he spoke of being unable to discern good from evil?
Does this mean just sit on our hands and stick our head in the ground and be all Christ like, or as the Father would do according to you, nothing? What I find really interesting, is that with the Hitler situation, if you look at the story in depth – it was really bizarre how he did not get taken out. There was a bomb right planted in the same room he was in – that went off! Do you think that perhaps, though his actions were evil from one vantage point, he was in fact “protected” by the laws of the Father until the purpose of Hitler had been completed?
What is of further interest is that those who tried to take him out, did not really get to tell their story until only recently as Hollywood got a hold of it. Do you see the poetry in the whole thing story? While on one level it was horrible, on another level – something else was going on?
When I traveled a lot I used to fall asleep during take-off of an airplane. Reminds me of this one scene in the movie Aliens, where the characters are deploying to the planet. Through all the turmoil and shaking of the space craft, one of the space rangers is fast asleep.
This may be an example of the Law of Octaves at work. I imagine that eventually, no matter how entertaining it is, even space flight could become boring.
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Posted June 3rd, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Marriage
Well, some interesting things have happened lately as far as increasing of syncros and such. A syncro is a coincidence of personal significance or a coincidence that rises way above the level of chance forcing the poor recipient to either think he has gone crazy or to say…….. “Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttt ….. what do you waaaaaaaaant from meeeee??????” in a shrill banshee voice. I’m kidding about the crazy part…. no.. really kidding about the banshee part. That was fun.
Back to syncros, sometimes I blabber things up a bit in my writing, so I thought I would include this handy video to explain what I am talking about:
Around May 21, 2009 – every where I looked, the number 333 would show up. Clocks, receipts, license plates – all day long. I wasn’t sure what to make of this and am still not. I even woke up at 3:33 AM that morning. Think something was trying to tell me something?
I had mentioned awhile back that I had hired an astrologer. Well, anyway she told me that “Mercury was going retrograde” during the month of May, which would generally mean that this could manifest as communications getting messed up, wires crossed, computers/traffic etc. would have problems, opportunities to review past, and that it was VERY likely that I would run into people I hadn’t seen in awhile. Well, my computer did get infected with spyware, and tons of people I hadn’t heard from made contact with me with such messages as “Blast from the Past”, or people I have emailed for about a year now never bothering to respond – all of a sudden wrote back, etc. It was a wild experience to see again, the “astro” influences. Come on man, the moon affects women every single month and you whether you like it or not – your system as well. Get over the weirdness of this. I’m not saying that there isn’t a lot of quackery going on in this space, but that there is something to this. It may be an art more than a science though. Want something to really freak you out? In the writings of Josephus, he noted the astrological signs being on the adornments of the temple prior to its destruction in 70 AD. Why would the temple have astrological stuff on it? Think mister.
For some time I had held that the butterfly was a symbol for me to “keep” going due to a prayer I had held late one evening. Without fail, just about every time I have thought of quitting, butterflies would randomly show up not much longer. This was sort of an event that I guess I wound up hardwiring into my psyche / your thoughts become your world engine, that invariably produces butterflies when I get hopeless. I had a bizarre dream last night (well all my dreams are bizarre). In this dream, I hugged my wife around her stomach as she was loading up our kids in a mini-van. She was friendly and contemplated coming home, but not right now. It was weird holding her once again. Felt nice. My little teddi-bear I suppose. Well, later on in the dream, I was driving my car and a butterfly became attached to the wind-shield. I recalled thinking… dude, I need to get a picture of this so people will believe me and not think I’m making this stuff up. So I broke out the iPhone and was trying to take a picture while driving. This dream was quite vivid, but not the most vivid I have ever had. I thought it was real enough, that there I was gathering evidence for my blog in which I am now writing. Unfortunately, pictures taken of butterflies using the dream version of my iPhone, are difficult to merge into this reality. Dang! I thought it was funny.
Moving on, the other thing is that I had mentioned “Living Scriptures”. In that our very lives are scriptures. In general, we Americans don’t see things this way. To borrow from the movie, Pulp Fiction, “I’m an American, our names don’t mean sh**”. Despite cultural filters built into my mind, I saw an interesting pattern yesterday and today. On Sunday, I was over at my mother in law’s house and we we began discussing our various marital challenges, the song “Burning Down the House” came on by the Talking Heads. My mom calls me up Monday and informs me that her house got broken into. I’m trying to understand the significance of this event in her own life and mine, and as I am sitting there thinking, that song “Burning Down the House” comes into the forefront of my mind. A couple seconds later, mom says – this is a life changing event, but not as significant as when my house burned down that time. Queue Twilight Zone music. Well, it’s not that unreasonable and at this point, pretty much could be chalked up to randomness. Well the day proceeds.
The next day, I get sent some emails from a friend of mine. I felt drawn to read one. Here is the link and an excerpt:
If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling him how to look on the positive side of the situation.
My mom called me up again at the same time I was reading this email. What I found interesting was that several times during the conversation she would say the words as I was reading them… for example she would say I’m just going to be positive, it could have been worse right as I was reading the italicized words above. This happened two or three times. Now, I don’t know if this was some crazy mother-son psychic connection thing going on, was planned by higher power(s), or was just something I’m reading way too much into, but the emotional effect was very similar to the Volkswagen commercial above – which you should really watch.
As this proceeds, I think how ironic that I am reading about a guy who got robbed as my mom is describing how she got robbed. I wonder to myself, was this planned from above? What is the spiritual significance again? What is the living scripture here?
On Monday June 1, 2009 – Shohn’s mother’s home was broken into by thieves coming to rob and pillage anything of immediate value. They avoided the antiques and the check books, but they looked for cash in the mattresses and took easily transportable electronic equipment used for entertainment and work. My mother has contacted the higher authorities including the local sheriff’s department and it appears that her insurance will cover the loss. She has not had anything this shocking happen since her house burned down.
What is the relation of our home to higher meaning? Our home – our place of safety, being defiled by marauders? Is this allusion to our spiritual house being broken into by thieves as well, or is it just some drug starved teenagers robbed her 🙂
I wonder if her house would have had problems on her astrological chart. It would have been her 4th house I imagine. Too bad I don’t know her birth time.
As I contemplate all of this, I look over at my radio and note that it is playing a song from the Hail to the Thief album, by Radiohead.
Weird eh? Now the ordinary person would probably look at something like this and dust him or herself off and go on about his or her life, not unlike our friends in the VW commercial above. I guess I’m losing some of my American culture, as I see something signifanct here, though I don’t know what it is yet.
Pay attention!
Last Wednesday I went dancing with a friend of mine. During this event I read an article in Time magazine about the revival of “predestination” – a theological tenant that makes no sense to me. I read the article and then awhile later, my friend and I begin to converse about spiritual things. She eventually begins to speak about “predestination”. I find it somewhat odd, but go on about my business and continue to listen. I give her my more esoteric points of view and then we move on to more important things like orphaned stray cats she takes care of and some pastor she was having problems with. The next morning as I arise from my slumber, I am drawn to open the book “Last of the Mohicans”sitting in my closet. I’ve never read this book, though it is on the to-do list. I turned it directly to page 134, and there it is talking about “predestination”. Twilight music…
Other events, on Friday of last week a friend of mine emails me about some lady named Ruth – a counselor with whom she was dealing. Awhile later, a woman from the tax appraisal office calls me up to discuss my protest of the taxes on my house. Her name is Ruth. Later on this weekend, a pastor buddy of mine connects with me and says we are to do a Bible study from the book of Ruth on Pentecost. He goes on to inform me that it is one of the biggest days because of the marriage, Moses, the Spirit coming, on and on. I tend to view the scriptures in a much more allegorical sense now, but am able to take away much of what he is saying as valuable once I look at it from an allegorical sense as well. Ruth.
Finally, after all this – we get to the big cheese. 777. What? Well around March of this year, something happened with this bible passage jumping out:
Mat 7:7Â “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.”
Awhile later, July 7th is magnified on the calendar and a bit later a woman in need calls up asking for help to pay a bill. She needs $77.
Weird, eh? Well it gets weirder. Over the next week or so this number 777 starts showing up. I start thinking one day.. man I don’t know, I’m probably just going crazy. This is so stupid.  As I conclude this thought, a car turns the corner and on its license plate are the numbers 777. Chills.
I forget about this for a while and then it comes to the forefront of my mind again when leaving work in April. I had a friend with me at the time and I told him how weird it would be if the 777 license plates showed up again. They did in full force. I saw two on the way home, and there was one parked across from my house when I got home. I’m thinking what are the odds. Play Texas lottery!
I forget about this for a bit and then it comes to my mind again. This time though and unlike my butterfly in my dream, I am able to capture this unicorn:
Hopefully, it is clear enough for you to see. 777 baby.
Well I asked my astrologer what sort of influences and energies we had coming up, particularly in the area of my love life. I wanted to know whether to fish or cut bait basically because I was getting frustrated again, but I didn’t want to lead my astro chick on either. She gave some dates for likely influences and then said… July 7th is going to be a big one for you probably, Jupiter conjuncts with Venus. I don’t know. We shall see what unfolds.
Here is the cool part. Since you have read this, this stuff will probably start happening to you. I don’t know why it works that way, but every person I’ve interacted with about this stuff….. it starts happening to them
Now we have discussed [S]ynchronicity. There are other topics to discuss, namely, [M]arriage and [S]ex.
I’ve been learning recently that our definition of [M]arriage in a modern sense is not quite what it used to be. We now seem to enter into [m]arriage. I’m defining [M]arriage as the ideal case and [m]arriage as what our modern society does.
One is more spiritual in nature, a lifetime bonding – an agreement to spiritually raise one another, to remain true, and the other is a joke. I think I shall attempt to explain and underscore where we are getting it wrong, at least, as far as I understand it TODAY.
My fingers are tired, this shall be the subject of another article.
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Jerry is the manager of a restaurant. He is always in a good mood.
When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would always reply:
‘If I were any better, I would be twins!’
Many of the waiters at his restaurant quit their jobs when he changed jobs,so they could follow him around from restaurant to restaurant
Why?
Because
Jerry was a natural motivator.
If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was always there, telling him how to look on the positive side of the situation.
Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him
‘I don’t get it! No one can be a positive person all of the time.. How do you do it? ‘
Jerry replied, ‘Each morning I wake up and say to myself, I have two choices today. I can choose to be in a good mood or I can choose to be in a bad mood.
I always choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be victim or I can choose to learn from it.. I always choose to learn from it.
Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive si de of life. I always choose the positive side of life.’
‘But it’s not always that easy,’Â I protested.
‘Yes it is,’ Jerry said.
‘Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk every situation is a choice.
You choose how you react to situations…
You choose how people will affect your mood..
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood…
It’s your choice how you live your life..’
Several years later,
I heard that Jerry accidentally did something you are never supposed to do in the restaurant business.
He left the back door of his restaurant open And then in the morning, he was robbed by three armed men.
While Jerry trying to open the safe box, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him.
Luckily, Jerry was found quickly and rushed to the hospital.
After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body..
I saw Jerry about six months after the accident.
When I asked him how he was, he replied,
‘If I were any better, I’d be twins.. Want to see my scars?’
I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through
his mind as the robbery took place.
‘The first thing that went through my mind was that I should
have locked the back door,’ Jerry replied.
‘Then, after they shot me, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or could choose to die. I chose to live.’
‘Weren’t you scared’ I asked?
Jerry continued, ‘The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine..
But when they wheeled me into the Emergency Room and I saw the expression on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared.
In their eyes, I read ‘He’s a dead man…
I knew I needed to take action.’
‘What did you do?’ I asked.
‘Well, there was a big nurse shouting questions at me,’ said Jerry.
‘She asked if I was allergic to anything.’
‘Yes,’ to bullets, I replied..
Over their laughter, I told them: ‘I am choosing to live.
Please operate on me as if I am alive, not dead.’
Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude.
I learned from him that every day you have the choice to either enjoy your life or to hate it.
The only thing that is truly yours – that no one can control or take from you
is your attitude,so if you can take care of that, everything else in life becomes much easier
The case of the pregnant 9-year-old was shocking enough. But it was the response of the Catholic Church that infuriated many Brazilians. Archibishop Jose Cardoso Sobrinho of the coastal city of Recife announced that the Vatican was excommunicating the family of a local girl who had been raped and impregnated with twins by her stepfather, because they had chosen to have the girl undergo an abortion. The Church excommunicated the doctors who performed the procedure as well. “God’s laws,” said the archbishop, dictate that abortion is a sin and that transgressors are no longer welcome in the Roman Catholic Church. “They took the life of an innocent,” Sobrinho told TIME in a telephone interview. “Abortion is much more serious than killing an adult. An adult may or may not be an innocent, but an unborn child is most definitely innocent. Taking that life cannot be ignored.”
Wow. This article just shocked me.
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Posted May 27th, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Scripture
Some time ago, I had written about a concept I had called scriptural parity. The idea being that as information is edited in the texts, it would still be preserved or perhaps the evidence of things would be preserved. I’ve found this tremendously helpful in unraveling many scriptural problems I was having before. Things that didn’t add up.
Here is an example. Though I didn’t find this myself it is very very interesting:
Luk 3:22 and the Holy Spirit descended in a bodily form, as a dove, upon him, and a voice came out of heaven, Thou art my beloved Son; in thee I am well pleased.
Act 13:33 that God hath fulfilled the same unto our children, in that he raised up Jesus; as also it is written in the second psalm, Thou art my Son, this day have I begotten thee.
Psa 2:7 I will tell of the decree: Jehovah said unto me, Thou art my son; This day have I begotten thee.
Heb 1:5 For unto which of the angels said he at any time, Thou art my Son, This day have I begotten thee? and again, I will be to him a Father, And he shall be to me a Son?
Some of you may recall from the old Levitical codes of the requirement for two or three witnesses before testimony was considered to be valid. Of the four passages above, which is valid?
What does begotten mean? Something to think about.
Mar 10:17 And as he was setting out on his journey, a man ran up and knelt before him and asked him, “Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?”
Mar 10:18 And Jesus said to him, “Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone.
I’ve only met one person who explained that passage with any level of sense.
Another one came into my inbox a couple days ago:
Mar 10:29 Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands, for my sake and for the gospel,
Mar 10:30 who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions, and in the age to come eternal life.
Hmmmm… so does this mean we lands and extra mothers in heaven? I have my own answers on this.
Posted May 21st, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Food, Meditation
In trying to replicate the dreaming activities that I’ve had before, I am having limited success at present. I do know that other factors may contribute.
The following site seems to have a wealth of information on different things to try. As always, thinking required:
At this point I have experimented with Kava Kava, Passion Flower, Valerian Root, St. John’s Wort, Dark Chocolate, and a variety of B vitamins.
The combination that seems to have worked so far was spaghetti (whole wheat), and spinach the night before and other than that going to bed on a relatively empty stomach, waking up for about an hour, and then going back to sleep feeling “lethargic”.
Over the last couple of days I have tried passion flower and higher doses of Kava tinctures, but without success. My dreams are sometimes vivid, and sometimes I can’t remember over the last few days. The level of “vividness” is not nearly as high as it ever has been.
I’m thinking of trying Holy Basil over the next couple nights.
Here is a larger list that I still have yet to try:
Mugwort,
Mullein,
Dittany of Crete,
Calea Zacatechichi,
Salvia Divinorum,
Scutellaria Indica,
Licorice Root,
Vervain,
Jasmine,
Honeysuckle,
Datura,
Bee Pollen,
Catnip,
Hops,
Scullcap,
Mimosa,
Lavender,
Damiana,
Withania Somnifera,
Chamomile,
Cardamom,
Gotu Kola,
Ginkgo Biloba,
Ibogaine,
Verbena,
Rose,
Cinnamon,
Marigold,
Nutmeg,
Peppermint,
Holly,
Yarrow, and
Anise.
My umm… soul (I think) did point me towards Hawthorn as a treatment for high blood pressure, which seems to have worked. I think it also pointed towards “Kava Kava” for me. I have yet to try Kava Kava in a higher dose by itself.
In other news, over the last day I’ve seen an interesting pattern. 333 has been popping up like mad today.
Posted May 20th, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Food, Gardening
I read an article today and in the past which talks about “live” food being the best in terms of energy. This would mean sprouted beans, etc.
Well, how about sprouted apples (picture below)? The apple I had for mid-morning snack had sprouted seeds inside. Mmmm… should I eat them? I decided to plant them instead.
I have the seeds saved in a paper towel and plan to grow them as part of further development of my feminine side?!?! It is really about all that I can do right now since me wife has bailed.
I’ve put some more pictures of my garden below. This tomato plant is starting to get the black death from too much water. The other things are really taking off though.
Growing plants and gardening may be a way to help develop aspects of oneself that are missing or where one does not have an available catalyst (i.e., a wife). This may even be an analogy for the “seed essence” of the soul that is within each of us. Yes, all of this from one little apple.
Posted May 15th, 2009 by Shohn Categories:Meditation
Edgar Cayce had what seemed to be a pretty neato meditation routine that I had tried awhile back. Really I didn’t know what I was doing and was sort of flopping around like a baby learning how to walk. I got this from a yahoo group I joined today:
Jyoti (Inner Light) Meditation
“Meditation is the process of withdrawing the attention
from the world outside, and focusing it at the seat of the soul
in the body, behind and between the eyebrows. This point is
known as the inner eye, third eye, the single eye, shiv netra,
tisra til, or the divya chakshu. In order to withdraw our
attention and focus it on this point, mind must be controlled
and stilled.
“Sit in one pose, and move not your head, limbs or eyes. Sit
straight but relaxed with no tension in the body below. Sit
still, please. To be still does not mean moving!”
His arms sweep inward, hands contracting to the point between his eyes.
“Close your eyes as in sleep, and look sweetly, lovingly,
intently into the middle of the darkness lying in front of
you. You will see a dark veil. That which sees the dark veil
within, without the help of your physical eyes, is the inner eye.
Do not put any strain on your physical eyes, nor turn them upwards,
for that will result in headache or heat. Pay no attention to the
breathing process… let it go on naturally.
“There are two currents working in the body; one of motor-currents
or prana or the vital-airs, and the other of surat, or attention,
which gives us the sense of feeling. The Saints do not touch the
prana currents which govern breathing, circulation of blood,
growing of hair and nails. The pranic system of breath-control is
the way of yogis and not that of the Saints. The Saints’ way is
to concentrate surat or attention at the Single or third eye
while mentally repeating the mantra of five charged names which
act as an “open sesame” to the higher planes.
“Those who are initiated, repeat the Five Charged Words**, one by
one, very slowly, mentally, internally, at intervals, so that your
inner eye is not disturbed. Those who have not been initiated,
just sit in sweet remembrance of God… repeating with the tongue
of thought any name of God or Saint which you hold dear.”
(Ram, HU {pronounced “HOOOOO”}, AUM {pronounced “OOOMMM”}, Allah,
Yeshua, Radhaswami {Ra-da-SwaMMM-EEEE}, or some other sacred name)
“As you look within, you will see a sky, or blue sky: If you look
minutely into it, you will find it studded with stars, or you may
see pinpoints of Light. If so, try to locate the big star out of them,
and fix your whole attention on that. Then you may see the inner
sun or moon. If so, focus all your attention into the middle; it
will break into pieces, and you will cross it. Beyond you will
see the radiant form of the Master or his Master… ”
He continues with the esoteric instructions, until everyone is absorbed.
“…Become the eye itself. Go on looking constantly without a break…..
Any effort on your part stands in the way; let yours be an
effortless effort, and you will find that your soul will be
withdrawn from the body…..” (Kirpal Singh)
[**NOTE: The Five Charged Words given at the time of formal Initiation
into Surat Shabd Yoga meditation by a Living Teacher]
A UNIVERSAL PRAYER:
Give us what no eye has seen,
What no ear has heard,
What has never occurred to the human mind.
Lead us from the unreal to the real.
Lead us from darkness to Light.
Lead us from death to immortality.
The weird thing is that I have seen a sort of sky blue light while meditating, but I wasn’t sure what it was. I thought it was just my eyes opening wrong or something and the external light looking sort of masked into my eyes. What I mean, is I thought that the interface into this world (my body, brain, and then eyes) were just opened in a weird way making whatever light was out there look weird. I suppose a real test would be to try this at night, though I didn’ think of that until just now.
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